Coming home (2021) ~ Is this journey for you?

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Dear You.


Welcome in the preparation phase of our journey of “Coming home”. I’m preparing the space and you can read along and see if this way of journeying would be the right thing for you during these times … Here are different points of what might draw you to this one year of “Coming home ~ to yourself and the world”:


If you’re longing for a deeper connection with others, for deeper intimacy with life and for a deeper connection with yourself and your unique place in the world and within the natural laws and cycles - then this journey could be for you …



Maybe you are longing for a little tribe, a group of people whom you can build trust with. To be part of a group and a setting where you can feel safe to be who you are, as you are - and where you can explore the more hidden places within you. Where all of you is welcome. A group with whom you can deepen and explore - in your own rhythm - and over this one year cycle. Seeing and being seen. Listening and being heard. Where - while you’re deepening into the relationship with your very own soul, path, ways of being and places of belonging - there is the support of the circle and the fire - to come home to. As well as the individual sessions.



This might also be something for you … if there is a longing for yourself, your heart (even if you don't know yet what that could mean) and to deepen into your own two feet, walking the Earth. A longing for your unique place in the world, your place of belonging. Maybe there is also this wish to deepen into your natural and right relationship with Earth, Humanity and with the many many other non humans: the plants, the animals, insects, the oceans, mountains, … and to find out what togetherness truly means for you.



Maybe you're hearing a call to descend more deeply into the realms of soul, into the fruitful darkness of your own inner caves and oceans. You might have lived a spiritual life which is more connected with the “upper realms” of light, space, nonduality … - and now it's time to reconnect back with body, soul, earth … the roots ... and to become more whole and full and grounded. And to allow the integration of all these different layers of you to happen. This journey will be an Earth-based, Nature-based exploration. While we gather online - we will have our emphasis on the connection with the non-digital world. Which is always also already happening - even while being online, here and now.



This might also be for you, if you are willing and have the desire to commit to yourself and your "home coming" for a full one year cycle - in this accompanied way. And with still enough space to wander off into your own explorations. Having your time on your own. It’s not about commiting to “yet another program” - your commitment is one to yourself and your precious life. To this unique being that you are - in this, in our world: now.



And then it’s also for you if you are feeling challenged by this raw and real life's journey especially during these times. If you are challenged by the nature of change, the transformational and transient nature of life. This is support for you to navigate change while being deeply present. Connecting with the intelligence within you which knows your next step and action. While we also have meet in this beautiful, natural and human way of sitting in circle, being in community. A way that is rooted in togetherness and how many thousands of years of sitting by the fire and sharing story, celebrating, learning, being together.

And it is also a place of support to uncover where we put our roots into soil that might not be the right one … in other words: to see where we support systems (inside and outside ourselves) that are not based on reciprocity, love, truth, respect, equality (or the values that are closest to your core being). And to discover what living in integrity really means - for you and each of us.


Be it in our choices how and what we consume, how we live and how we give back and in what kind of spirit we walk the Earth. Finding back into the qualities, which are in integrity with all layers of you in symphony with the world. How to live them and how to be lived by this underlying current of truth within you.



So … if you have the longing to find your integrity with all of you and with all of us and the Earth, Nature, come home. Because you already know there is a particular way - that you have and which is already within you and that also includes your particular medicine that you are bringing to the world, by being you. I’m here to co-create spaces in support for all of that which is true within you - to unfold …



If you're feeling inspired or have any questions - get in touch here. And let’s make a time for a conversation to see if we want to journey together. With no strings attached. Looking forward to meeting you!


With Love
Susanne



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… and I think at some point we all also need to face that we are born into a society and into a world and even into spiritual beliefs that can keep us in systems that are actually doing harm (to ourselves, to others, no matter which kind). And it’s a choice - and we need to make that choice, I believe - wether we want to feed into the harm bringing systems or into something different, something that has to do with the vision seated within your true heart and soul.. So to align ourselves again and again with the vision we are born with and which - very likely is a Yes! to Life and Love - and to the deep knowing of the interconnectedness of all life. How ever this Yes! and your unique soul power looks like in your case.

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Are you someone ...

… who is curious, commited - or longing  to commit more deeply - to the place within yourself - which is uniquely yours and intimately interconnected with all life ..?

A place of truth and of remembering home within and as part of the big web of life. A place which by its nature - includes our Earth and Earth community … and which knows about the interconnectedness of all life. Integrity within and as all of you - and with all of life

The call to reconnect with this inner place - can reveal itself very powerfully, calling us into a way of being and living which is more fully and really home, here. As you. It is where there is integrity with and within ourselves and relationship to the world.

This call home into taking (more and more) fully our own seats as a sovereign beings, can call loudly and can come as inconvinient shake ups in our lives. It can come in all sorts of ways …. where things seem to happen to us … loss, heartbreak, separation, an accident, grief … and also falling in love, falling pregnant … And: this place can also show up as a silent whisper, as a kind of something that that feels itchy or you’re feeling just “not right anymore” … you might already sense that this “change of climate” and this “thing” might be the most relevant thing in the world right now … but it’s still in the mist and clouds or living in the dark caves within your own depths or within your deep oceanic waters … sometimes coming as a strangely familiar feeling or ringing in your ear …

It can feel like a knowing which has its roots in all the veins of this interconnected weaving of life. Calling you, begging, seducing you … to find your original place. Your song. Your medicine. And to embody that, to live that. Quietly. Clearly. A place to come back to and place to live from - when the world shifts and changes, when you feel all sorts of things … very strongly.

This - your place of belonging - is always part of the whole. What that means to you - experientially: only you can find out about that. Deepening into this connection within yourself. Where the knowing is already there.

It’s very clear if it’s there - as foggy as it might be. It’s clear, when it’s calling, it’s clear and mysterious in its way of presenting itself. It’s otherworldy but it’s not otherworldy - it’s deep inside.

To find out about this mysterious place … is what these spaces and offerings are here for.

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Acceptance is ...

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So how can it all be integrated, she asks herself.

I see that I struggle to accept the human emotionality (on one hand - on the other I enjoy being in this body and feeling it all) - when there can be and IS the reality and experience of the big Oneness. And Love.
And actually - like today again - when I'm just in felt perception, moment by moment, it opens the realm of acceptance, which is alreday here. Nothing I do.

After coming back from vision quest I had the felt insight of this, which I put into those words:

Acceptance
of any experience
and path.
My own and other's
is
the
nature
of
what
is.

So it's a perceived back and forth of knowing this and of the interwovenness of the different aspects of being human and it all. Resting more and more in the knowing that it's all just like this. This is it, this is life. Here, now.
And in a perceived timeline, remembering and imagining things that have happened and things that I imagine to happen, I get carried away from the felt perception, which is only happening and to perceived: now.

And she, who has been given this name
is an expression of the whole.
While carrying the codes of the totality of life
and her unique texture.

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